firstly shall briefly talk abt the sleepover on tues after chinese Os. haha met dear juliet at 6 AFTER RUSHING DOWN, she was still in the toilet. haha stupid toilet girl. then nette, boon, rachel, look and iz came along. had a very funny n loud dinner at nydc, and nette embarrassed us by callin mr amizah's name SO loudly. till he mentioned it infront of the whole batch : girls, im glad that yall call me when yall see me outside, but pls dont shout my name so loudly. haha yes that was for eenette. then took photos ard and went off to meet sarah n cheryl then proceeded to boonyi's hse. :D hahaha skip the whole part abt us in the living room. we had a pretty, hmm i would say exciting n funny conversation hahahah in a circle. xD awww pinky promise that its within us :D. then after laughin so badly n all juliet n iz wants to sleep. haha so we attempted to sleep but everyone was having such a bad day cus of the dust. kept sneezing n tearing.

so it was then that someone I THINK EENETTE N SYLVIA. say that we shall take a short 1hour plus sleep then we wake up at 3am then we will go for macs breakfast n go to school early to sleep! sounds pretty good so like all of us said ok! haha then i couldnt sleep cus i yea i kinda cant sleep with alot of pple ard haha. and coughs, my dear meimei stole my blanket in the middle of the night and being nice i didnt wan to wake her up. haha and at 3 my alarm, stupid eenette's voice rang! then i was the ONLY ONE that woke up, ok c.ho woke up too. haha then they totally slept like some pig. hahaha so yea we continued sleeping and i finally fell asleep. so their moral of the story to me was : anticipation keeps u awake, so u shldnt look forward to smth. hahaha stupid pple. but yea it was a great night :D that i will rmb for lifeee. other than the fact that we had to wake up so early n go to school cus sighs, for juliet hahaha. cant wait for bintan guys :D someone plannnn

-next part of my post-

its amazing how 406 started off in 2008 as the "most paikia class", "scariest class to be in", "doesnt seem like a very friendly class" and many more names that pple gave to us. haha indeed the class didnt start of loving each other like we do now. to be honest there were alot of gossipin behind the back and someone not liking another. its pretty common.

but today, i leave rgs loving 406.. and i believe every single one of the pple in class have the same thought as me too. "that i wouldnt want to be in any other class". i think my class will be the part of rgs that i miss most. since the rest of my closer friends arent in the same class as me before at all. and yea we laugh at all the random things tgt, talk abt the most retarded things alive, and struggle thru exams together. :D

rmb in sec 3 when everyone was just dying. literally. i rmb many pple, one person i rmb very clearly was yunrui. coming up to me and said "guess what, i chose triple science plus history. but i failed my triple science." haha it was sad at that point of time, but lookin back its really funny. haha it was a pretty common thing in our class btw. haha so after one year in 2008, we concluded that we will just aim to be the worse academic class. sounds pretty cool as well. haha so we divert our focus to winning events like netball carn, interclass games. which we did really well :D nearly won everything that we played.

and this year's netball carn was even more amazing. nt only netball but everyone worked together for cheering/banner and shooting. and at that day, i just felt so proud that i belonged to 406. i rmb xiaomin told me " wah it feels good to be in our class. just need to do some cheering but i know you guys will win no matter what." and juliet n eenette and everybody else feeling so touched n all that they wanted to cry. :D even cherylchan practiced so hard for the shooting that they got 4th! :D

and today was arts fest. who says being (not so good in studies) = not very artistic and enthusiastic pple. haha cus 406 is the top earner for the day in busking. every other classes total profit was the amount that we earned from our haunted hse. :D it was awesome really. haha watching everyone scream and screaming tgt. cus stupid yelin KEPT scaring with her ugly ghost face. haha. and eenette n juliet the 2 dancers that im so proud of today. best cheerleaders/dancers to us.

all the laughters,jokes,tears and sorrows we shared. the times when we supported each other in competitions, concerts, studies. the times we get scolded tgt, praised tgt. thanks for giving me a class that was always there for me when im cryin cus i lost my trials, my finals, failed my paper(actually i dont think i cry for this before but wadever),came back from trips and was really emo.. thanks guys for being so understandin n always helping me with anything i needed help from. :D

and now im graduating with all of you guys, from the bottom of my heart. thanks for everything :D im glad everything ended this way.
and for the 4 and my clique that had always been there. words cannot describe how much you guys mean to me :D all i can say is thanks, really. :D

im glad it all ended. and i survived thru my 4 years of examinations, somehow. :D hopefully chinese Os grades will be fine for all of us of batch'09. but yet this part of me is feeling sad that i officially have no more exams in rgs anymore. :( haha

sleepover later!!! :D awesomeee. hope it will be funnn. haha but i think it will be since all of us are going :D

secondary school life have ended in a nice way. i mean i wouldnt want it to end in any other way. accepatable grades, great class, awesome friends and memories. whats there to complain about? just really upset that all this is coming to an end. i would'nt want to be in any other school. :D other than the fact that WE DONT GET A SCHOOL TRIP. WHICH EVERY OTHER SCHOOLS LIKE NANYANG N MGS ALL GET TO GO. haha im so angry i wan a batch trip overseas too. :(

3 more days of rgs. arts fest concert, class chalet, prom and bintan trip. and thats it. nth more rg-related events to look forward to. so cherish, cherish, cherish. :D

and for now GONNA GO PACK FOR SLEEPOVER! haha
even thou juliet, peace, fu liyuan wont get to see this until tml, (i bet she will be the first to sleep today and last to wake up tml.) hahahaha we shall see :D

lunch with c.ho and boon was really filling today though. cheryl was as usual being damn retarded. hahaha her lousy application in her itouch. not fun at all!

the little dreams, we once used to make then seemed much too far,
away for us to take.
would have liked an angel's hand, to lift me up set free.
open our voices, just to sing.

you gave me wings and taught me how to fly,
now we're soaring higher than the sky.
the world out there we'll find.
everything we hope to realise, lying in the journey ahead of us..
we're going, we're going beyond.

the giants we faced, the mountains we've braced..
each step taken makes us stronger than before.
we'll keep in believing, braving each trial of living..
each time we fall, we stand again and carry on.

you gave me wings and taught me how to fly,
now we're soaring higher than the sky.
the world out there we'll find.
everything we hope to realise, lying in the journey ahead of us..
we're going, we're going beyond.

this phase of our life, all passed too soon..
yet we're still living in the same afternoon.
though the last chapter's closing, it end is a new beginning
our stories will stay for eternity.

you gave me wings and taught me how to fly,
now we're soaring higher than the sky.
the world out there we'll find.
everything we hope to realise, lying in the journey ahead of us..
we're going, we're going beyond.

its not just a faded memory,
its our endless journey..
a little hope, a little faith..
a little love to lead the way

you gave me wings and taught me how to fly,
now we're soaring higher than the sky.
the world out there we'll find.
everything we hope to realise, lying in the journey ahead of us..
we're going, we're going beyond.

sec 4 farewell assembly today. is it just me cause i dont remember farewell assembly being such a emotional occassion.. its today that i realised i really love my batch. and it sucks to graduate when you feel like we are one big family.
even though we might be in the same school next year its just diff. :( cry until like crazy today cus the entire 406 were all in tears. i love my class, and so do i love my batch

there are so many people in rgs that i want to thank. and words can never describe my love for each n every one of u out there.

spent i think about 1h plus watching all the class videos compiled for us and reading the graduation booklet. gosh :( we have grown and went thru so much. am pretty tired now.. need a break from everything.

and im sorry charmain :( your letter made me cry so badly just now. haha i love you friend.

rgs batch'09 <3

sometimes just cant help but wonder why are some people so scary and so superficial. in fact so many people are like that. sighss in fact it disgust me haha im sorry if im being abit harsh here. but at the end of the day, you realise that there are so little that will actually be there for you when you need someone.. or maybe there wouldnt be anyone at all. its either that 1) they dont like you but they pretend that they do. 2) they dont care at all but they pretend that they care. 3) they may be your friends, but thats about it.

so there goes a su yu that says : zhi ren zhi mian bu zhi xin. hahaha its a chinese craze recently. even when you are scolding someone u make use of all the bao zhang bao dao format. haha thats a mugger rgs for you. :D but its pretty funny. haha if you can find afew friends, or a friend that will always be there for you, then you are really lucky arent you?

just a random thought concluded from this week n last week.. haha went running todae, to clear my thoughts. i guess it was good. but tiring :( 2 days of running and i cant believe im felt so tired after i ran! its my body telling me that it cant function as well anymore. >< sighhhs. and i cant force myself to do smth that i now hate - which is training. its to me a plain waste of time since coach doesnt care and neither do i. haha theres no comps to work for anyway. so ohwells i rather go running. at least i can feel more relaxed n all after i run.

am really tired. have been having alot of dreams recently. haha which makes my sleep rather exciting but yet useless. cus i still feel so tired no matter how much i sleep! haha and chinese Os i just cant wait for it to be over mans. its damn annoying. 2 more days to farewell graduation assembly. :( sighs

the reality is always harsh. and truth always hurts. doesnt it?

hahaha i failed in trying to not to blog. cus juliet's blog evoked so much emotions in me. hahaha aww i bet she is secretly laughing at me infront of her comp with the evil smile nowwww.

and yet again i cant stop thinkin about graduation. its really bad :( i guess no matter how much i try to be optimistic about this whole thing. everyone seems to disagree in what i believed and stand for right at the start. and im starting to be swayed.

but 4 years in rgs was filled with laughter, happiness, tears, moanings, and craziness. things have been pretty much different every year. from a training freak, to a crazy team, crazy games n competition, rebellious n dumb class(haha), to who i am today and the people that i am close to.

maybe this is really going to end for some of us. maybe not for afew. but lets not end up as strangers at least. haha its really scary to look back n see how some pple in ur sec1/2 class are like total strangers to you now. but we went thru so so much. so its kinda depressing to think that some actually didnt believe in this at all right from the start. haha sighs

wadeva shant talk about this anymore before amanda says my blog is all emo about graduating. hahaha and amanda cheer up :D u have got me, and u can always always talk to me! ni zhe ge ben de, ni zhe ge sha hu hu de. hahahha i will never forget this. anyway today was rather productive for me. cus juliet dragged me out to study. and on the way to starbucks we met kelly n deanna which happened to be goin to study as well. hahaha juliet n i digressed as usual and talked about stuffs. haha but we were both SO impressed by deanna's determination. its so funny. and juliet needs to stop goin to the toilet. seriously! sometimse i think if i dont rush her, she will just stay there FOREVER.

haha ok i forgot what i wanted to type when i decided to blog about 15mins ago. cus i was replying sms and all. haha shall go read some fan wen, watch my show n sleep early today. kinda tired. maybe next time when i rmb what i wanted to say i will blog again :D hahaha

its less than 10 days to graduating officially from rgs. "its in less than a week's time, like next week is officially the last week" quote sylvia. im glad that at that time it was raining, cus i was tearing. when we sang dedication and our class song at the bus stop after inconvo. gosh its like, im really gonna miss this place, esp the people around and the memories in this school.

how i spent my entire LIFE with sylvia look, and happen to be in the same class and her 3/4 years and trainings, competitions,etcetc. i love you buddy. to you and nat, you guys are the ones that made my life. literally my life.. i guess and i hope that we will still be in the same team next year. rmb : bs are the unbeatable when we 3 are tgt right? no matter how weak rjtt seems like it will be next year, miracles always do happen. as long as u believe :D

to ky : i just read your blog. and i dun really know how im goin to pen down how i feel. its a feeling i cant describe. shall just copy paste what u said.
really. we started off disliking each other as doubles partners, "ttsk she keep on blaming me when i lose the ball! it's not like it's on purpose right!"
and i bet we were both asking ourselves why the coaches put us together to play doubles when we were so different, and weren't even THAT close to each other, so how to play!!It was tough when we started out, but look where it got us. It got us really far, and to me, it got me a special friendship! Doubleship. hahaha. don't forget our funny funny hand signals that do not follow professional standards. and our doubles celebratory hand thingy..the clenched fists up and down thing...whadyya call it. we aren't going to be doubles anymore in terms of school team, and maybe anymore. and i know it's a waste when i feel like we just started out right and can finally play good ball with the mo qi and all. like what coach wu told us. but i'll Never (and i can say this with all confidence) forget the times we shared!

we are goin to be playing against each other, instead of standing along the same line next year. you know how much that sucks, esp when all of yall are gonna be there. but its ok cus i respect ur decisions. just make this a friendly game alright. dont forget that we used to belong to a team named - rgtt.

to my clique : u guys are the loudest, the biggest clique i ever belonged to. nicest people alive, and smartest people that i have hanged out with. haha im really grateful for knowing yall, and thanks for always being there for me. from 206 till now, i still miss yall. :(

to 406 : the bestest and the one and only class that i would ever want to belong to. i really really cant bear to leave this class at all. self proclaimed - dumb-est class in the entire cohord. netball carn champs for 2 years straight, cheerleading champ, obs, class parties, class outings, retarded lessons, everything and anything. im just gonna miss cosy lessons like this next year. i really am :(

to sheryl,charm,amanda n jia : u guys are the most retarded pangsais alive. damn annoying, damn loud, whole day bully me. but deep down somewhere, i know u guys care. :D all that we have went thru tgt, all that we have talked about, all the crazy times we had. u guys have no idea how much yall mean. but i believe our friendship is gonna last. isnt it? :D

to juliet, eenette, rachel n iz : isnt it depressing to realise now how much we have missed out the past like 1.5 years. but now we are catching up all the wasted time. i dunno, but 406 wont be 406 with yall. and like we always say, we are definitely gonna meet up in jc. i hope that this promise will last us thru yea. rmb to meet up at all the diff competitions n meets next year buddies. :D the memories we shared are in my head, forever. its always amazing to think how the "guai-est" clique in class can clique so well with "nonsense, rebellious n rubbish clique" quote all the words yall used to described us. hahaha <3

to sylvia, sarah, cheryl, boon n deanna : haha since day 1 to last day of sec 4 we haven exactly parted have we? everyday tgt, too many things that i can even list out. just really thankful to have u guys in my class together with me. cus u guys are specialll. rmb how we kept failin everythin in sec 3? and how we helped each other pass thru all the exams tgt? haha "6 of us" hahaha. even the teachers are so annoyed with us that they splitted us up, like 1 in each grp. hahaha

as i watch every batch leave and graduate. its until recently that i realised, hey its our turn now. despite the fact that since sec 1 i have been lookin forward to graduating, now i realised how much i DO NOT want to graduate n leave this place. im so afraid that things are gonna change. ok things will definitely change, but at least i hope certain friendships will last. and the memories will be remembered.

every little thing you do count. cus its a 2 way thing.

dedication -
We have shared our morning days
And gone through all rainy nights
Even in the darkest of nights
Stars still light up our way

Tomorrow is a beautiful dream
A dream that will be fulfilled
Cross the bridge of rainbow
In search of the gold

For here we stand
Our dearest friend
Sincerely from our hearts we wish
May streams of sunlight
Shine like rays of hope
Hand in hand, we'll work and strive
For the best things in life


and i have no idea why you can affect my mood so much. argh whats wrong with me seriously. :(